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[02 Sep 2004|12:42pm] Me And Danielle Crashed Her car into a Lightpost going about 30, we both had to go get stiches i got some on my foorhead and she got some on her hand, it happend 2 weeks agaio. school starts soon, it will suck gym 2 times a day i can handle it. no art classes thought. xo

[08 Jun 2004|10:06am] Cassandra Is sitting next to me and she just said this....: "uhhh ... ::sigh:: chris nest is such a diva...." xo

[26 May 2004|09:22am] I haven’t updated in a while. The latest news: I got a car, It’s a 1991 white eclipse. I bought it myself and I have to pay for everything that has to do with it. That’s why it often sits in the drive way because I have no money for gas. I also got an amazing $300.00 ticket yesterday for littering. Yeah I’m very pissed about that I threw the clear plastic wrap to the top of a pack of cigarettes out my window and a undercover pulled me over, and he was a complete dick to me. I hate cops. I have the worst habit of not being in school. I just never seem to make it the whole day. I just need to pass and get the hell out of here. xo

[28 Apr 2004|04:43pm] My mom took me to H&M today but I only had ½ hour to browse because I had to go to work, I got: dark green sun dress black and white polka-dot baiting suit dark green skirt Black and white checked skirt Pink shirt with a dark pink woman’s face on it I love that store, it’s a treat for me to go there. I wish I would have had more time to look around. And I wish my ass wasn’t so big. xo

[24 Apr 2004|08:37am] I’m so dehydrated this morning I keep having to pee I have the worst migraine in the world My jaw hurts from grinding my teeth I cant eat anything, because it hurts I feel disgusting... xo

[19 Apr 2004|04:40pm] I failed 3 out of 4 classes, I suck. I will be taking summer school this summer. Gym summer school that is… Beauty is power the same way money is power, the same way a gun is power. Smokers live and smokers die, But in the end, We all get high So if in life you dont succeed….. Fuck it all and smoke some weed. <3 xo

[24 Mar 2004|01:19pm] Yeah, yesterday I was the Easter bunny at the mall. I tried waving to Chris next , but I think he just thought I was some kind of insane bunny and he ignored me. Its so hot in that bunny outfit Ps. I wore no pants under the bunny suit xo

[08 Mar 2004|03:31pm] i stayed home today I have a bad cold My mom has been going a little crazy lately. She is all about healthy shit lately She is trying to get Shannon to be well nourished, so she I guess figures she will work on me too. So she is always coming home with new health books to learn how to cook shit that’s high in proteins, She goes food shopping and buys weird shit like healthy heart cereal, and soy milk and nuts. She even tried making new protean drinks and makes my friends try them. She has gone mad! So I wasn’t feeling well at all this morning and she made me some kind of tea w/ a shitload of whiskey in it, I took one sip and asked her if she had tried it yet. It was so fucking nasty! I’m now drinking a soy banana/strawberry smoothie. 2|xo

[03 Mar 2004|03:20pm] I stayed home today I wasn’t up to going to school Some days I don’t want to get out of bed, today was one of them. I sat down in the tub while the shower was on for about a hour trying to re-arrange my thoughts. I finally got out and got dressed and put on my painting smock The only thing that ever makes me feel better is to do art. I got a huge canvas that someone gave me, its so large about the size of me. I opened the garage door and I sat in the sun and painted I did a painting, it took me about 3 hours, I’m not done yet After that I brought it over to my neighbor Wayne, he is very good at art, and often when its summer we are both outside painting. So he gave me a few pointers of how to finish it up. But I think its coming out pretty good. Well I’m going to go sit outside some more. it’s a little cold but I can handle it. I’m sick of the winter weather and anything is better then a winter jacket. xo

[19 Feb 2004|06:29pm] i havent updated in a while I did some drawing for art class today ... cleaned out some of my belts/scarfs/clothes/shoes to make room for my stuff thats flying around my room with no place to go. xoxo xo

[19 Jan 2004|11:09pm] This past week has been amazing Today I hung out w/ my mom and went shopping Then I came home Picked up Alex and hung out w/ him for a while Attempted to go to Derry to visit john, I got lost so many time , so I started to cry and I turned back to come home. Called Nicole up and went and visited w/ her and her mom cause I was way to stressed. The end of my day I miss my Katie xo

[17 Jan 2004|10:19am] the way our bodys fit together, it makes me happy. xo

[11 Jan 2004|08:56pm] Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... Category Your Score Average Self-Lovin' 81.7% Never taken out of the packaging 65% Shamelessness 78.6% Has yet to see self in mirror 79.4% Sex Drive 81.6% The Pope is envious 77.7% Straightness 32.1% Done the nasty, but not creatively 44.9% Gayness 83.9% Repressed, are we? 83.4% Fucking Sick 91.2% Refreshingly normal 89.9% You are 73.91% pure Average Score: 72.6% Take The Ultimate Purity Test and see how you match up! xo

[06 Jan 2004|09:10pm] My eyes hurt so bad. I worked out today again, now my lower back hurts I’m fallin apart xo

[05 Jan 2004|08:49pm] I don’t understand why people are so uptight all the time. Everyone is the same… Once in a while you make a friend, a friend that really mean something to you. I have a few of those. People that I can count on. People that don’t judge you or think of you as follower. Someone that thinks you’re a person not a slab of meat. There are tons of people in this world and I just wish for one day I could only be around positive people. Everyone is always so negative, why cant people not think about the whole god damn picture. Take every fuckin day at a time. The world is all stressed out and shit but everyone creates there own fucking problems. I can be alone, I only need those few friends that really do mean something to me, the ones that I picked out of the whole world and I wouldn’t change them for the world. You should like people for who they are and not how they dress or the outside. And then there are those people that suck on the inside , other then looks they have nothing going for them. Maybe I just thought I needed something. Today I went to the gym with my sister, I’m glad I worked out I saw Alex there. I’m going to go more often and it makes me feel better about myself. goodbye 1|xo

[04 Jan 2004|06:58pm] I’m defiantly not feel well at all. I’m hoping school will be canceled tomorrow or at least a delay. I took a shower, but my hand smells like you? I haven’t updated in a while. I went to nyc with sarah and her family during vacation. Places I spent the night at home one night Kearas dads one night my cousin Garrett’s house one night Danny’s last night I’m very tired xo

[31 Dec 2003|05:50pm] your so fuckin amazing......... xo

[26 Dec 2003|05:09pm] I turned around I told everyone this time I ment it. I dug myself out of that whole And I meat a boy while doing it. Everything is sooo much better now Today- picked keara up, got my nails done slut red, went to goodwill. Got a lot of hot clothes, cashed my check, picked ancti’l and Brandon up. Dropped keara off and dropped anctil and Brandon off Tonight- going over anctil’s Tomorrow-nothing (packing) Tomorrow night- hanging out with sarah and then sleeping over her house Sunday morning- the Grandmason family and myself leave for NYC.!!!! Monday-NYC Tuesday -NYC xo

[06 Nov 2003|04:18pm] The word GOODBYE Has no meaning anymore </3 4|xo

[31 Oct 2003|09:55am] Im in school, I got around the “nudity” livejournal block! Im excited Tonight is going to be amazing Me, Anctil, Danielle and Brandon are going to a haunted mansion and then going to a coffee shop and having hot coco. After that we are going back to anctils house and having a little party. I’m excited we always have a good time. Work last night was alright. And I got a pay check. I got home and my mom gave me my license back it didn’t get taken away for long. I need to go to the bank after school. Im going to make chips dipped in chocolate, and its going to taste amazing. 13|xo

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